[[ -- 爱;kuanyee{♥}

HI

2009-05-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

IM qingshu! nothing better to do so i help her to update this dead blog. :D kind soul like me.

I LOVE KUANYEE :D

2009-02-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

1. I intend to let this blog die:D
2. I had a super super duper great valentine's :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD woo!
3. Choir sucks without clara. Super lonely ):
4. 3E1 so many geniuses. Man.
5. Feel damn emo-ish and happy-ish.
6. I will join choir and BAND if i could :D
7. Im sick.
8. ALOT HOMEWORK!
9. Mdm Yeo rocks larhh:D super cute.
10. Stupid damn xxxxxxxxxxxxxx thiefs ! !@#$%^&*
12. I feel like singing all the time :D
13. I havent studied for my common tests ):
FINALLY.

I WANT TO BE STRESSED AND PANIC FOR CT.
but im not ._.

2009-01-02T21:28:00.004+08:00

anyway,
since its a new year.
just wanna say something:P

lowjiaying`
heyy laogong(: thanks for all you've done for me these 2 years:D when i was sad i could say anything to euu. cuz i noe your one person i can trust. no matter what happened to me, you could always make me laugh and forget all those unhappiness. euu were always there for me, sharing my joy and weal. seriously, if not for euu, i think i will die in those 2 years larhh. even though we now different classes, we're still next to each other right?xD so i'll still be sticking to you for another 2 years. hoho(: thankyou thankyou thankyou lowjiaying. and i hate you, for being such an important part of my life. cuz i'll die if euu ever gone(:

winniepeckweini`
nu`er ! your another person i can count on too(: euu were always so understanding and knew what was wrong with me even though i didnt voice it out. when i was sad, you didnt asked what happened. instead, euu just comforted me and waited for me to say it out when i was comfortable with it(: always, euu gave me advice on how to continue on. being with euu made me felt at ease. and yeahh. we're in same class and your next to me!!xDD so yup. thankeuu for being a wonderful nu`er:D

claratanyijun`
ahaha. jie! surprised? although what i wanted to say to euu has already been done so, i shall say again. sorrie. sorrie sorrie. for taking you for granted. euu treated me like the best mei ever. and i dun deserve it at all. i wont ask for your forgiveness, cuz i dun deserve it either. dun stress yourself next year okayy? relax when euu need to. and if euu ever need someone to talk to, euu noe i'll always be here(: thanks for never failing to make me smile, laugh and stare?O: being with euu, its as though i can be another totally carefree person and forget about my life. thankeuu jie. thankeuu(:

yuqingshu:D`
THANKYOU!! for always being there for me. i can share anything and whatever with euu. euu were always there for me, despite my occasional throw of temper and attitude at euu. euu always gave in to me. sorrie! i promise euu i will change for the better. cuz euu deserve better. im glad im in bbss. i really am. cuz your here. and the 3 of them are here too(: thankeuu darling. thankeuu qingshu. thankeuu love♥

and of cuz, delcynia , mabel , jared. i [♥] euu guys too(:

2009-01-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

im sec 3 now.
guess time passes real fast.
i can still remember my 1st day in sec 1.
didnt noe anyone and wasnt close to anybody.
now, everything's different.
friends, laogong, baobei, jie and qingshu.

kinda sad.
didnt really study hard in sec 1.
2 years wasted just like that.
no point regretting.
time wont turn back anyway.

yesterday was helping daddy with his yearly budget for our family.
i was shocked; at how much we spent.
a little here and there,
and look at the total amount.

had talks with daddy.
and i finally realised,
how precious and limited time is.
yes, im only 14.
but on and on as you get older,
time gets lesser and lesser.
some people will do anything just to get another hour.
while i can just waste that hour doing non-constructive things.

daddy's right.
time is limited.
i wanna start thinking about my future.
what im gonna do when i grow up.
how i want my life to be like.

therefore,
this year onwards.
im gonna start studying real hard.
i have to start having good time management.
and not be a last minute worker.
i'll control my budget if possible(:
but for the time being, lets put that aside:D

but what's most important is, no regrets.
cuz i've tried(:

2008-12-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

jingmin` yarhyarhyarh! haha superrrr nice larhh~
wanling` so euu must feel very honoured okayy?:)
vincent` ehh. yarhh. damnn shuai:D
qingshu` is not mouse!D: is chinchilla! chinchilla chinchilla! ROAR!
mabel` ehh. yarhh? or i remember wrongly?O:

2008-12-12T21:19:00.001+08:00

okayy.
i think im super in love with yanyalun nowxDDDD
and when he's with guigui in MIT.
damn cute together larhh:DD
guigui is cute i tell euuuuuu~ :P

2008-12-12T21:00:00.007+08:00

qingshu` euu wan botak? go cut and show me nice anot. i can consider:D
delcynia` yarhh only during skuu holidays. howhowhow? i think i'll be going anyway. HAHAX: ehh.. yarhh larhh. so need so mafan. but i think i dun wan cut le:P
jingmin` relinked:)
jodenia` haha. i think i decided. dun cutO:
ivan` nun? monk more cool:D
qingshu` okayy okayy.
qingshu` update le. 3 post lehh!!
zhitong` hello! ehh. i was sick. haha.

2008-12-12T20:16:00.004+08:00

some are overdued pics.

and mummy went to sell some things at a market.

some of the things are really pretty:D

we earned some $$ too:P

2008-12-12T19:34:00.003+08:00

went for make-up lesson today.
and met a new friend:D
xianyun.
she's damn cute larhh:)

2008-12-01T10:54:00.002+08:00

vincent` ahh.. i think those i watched euu watch le bahh?etc. x-family, ko one, fated to love you, Pi Li MIT? lol.
wanling` cant blame me marhh. i wasnt done. haha i put your big name there le larhh:D

2008-12-01T10:52:00.002+08:00

siannnn.
had to re-download my show.
cuz the download stopped halfway.
AND IT WONT MOVE SINCE THENNNN!
roarr!

-

mummy went out early.
so im alone at homeTT_TT
and.
somehowsomehow.
im getting kinda interested in dota.
oh my goodness!

2008-11-30T22:13:00.004+08:00

mabel` haha. dont ill-treat it okayy? i will conduct monthly spot-checks de!:D
sherlyn` yarhh. haha relax :O
zhitong` wahh. euu spam my tagboard. lol. yeahh i will link euu de. must update kayy?!
jodenia` JODENIAAA! update le! where's my post?! roarr!
jingmin` thanks for linking:D
qingshu` hi?
clara` your tag doesnt come often marhh! sorrie marhh>~< being such a kind-hearted jie like euu, euu will forgive me de horhhh? :D
delcynia` delcynia delcynia delcynia delcynia. i also want to go! haha. very fast de larhh. going to december soon anyway~ :X
simin` i tot euu dont remember lehh :X oops. lol.
jodenia` SEE! so hard to decide right?!?!
wanling` hellooooo:D
clara` what indecisive?!?! how can euu say that?!D: *heartbroken*
tsz ho` really arhh? :O
meliza` yupp fine:D but the diary's all rusty. haha :X
qingshu` BOTAK?! euu go cut den show me. maybe i will consider:D
vincent` HAHA! i find your tag so funny. LOL.

2008-11-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

great.
im bored to death.
gahhhhh!
1st of dec.
im gonna chiong homework:DD
and hopefully finish them in record time?
lol~

-

there's really nothing for me to blog!!
i haven been going out.
andandand.
im doing the same thing over and over.
watching dramas.
and my internet's not helping.
thanks huh computerD:
roarr!

2008-11-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
I wanna cut short hair.
BUT.
i cant bear toD:
awwww.
somebody tell me what to do.

p.s anyone cut short hair??:D

2008-11-24T16:57:00.012+08:00

samantha : I UPDATED LE TOOOO! im not naughty D:<
sherlyn : ahh.. C902:)
delcynia : yoxzxz:D ahh. yes i cant take it anymore. who can?!? yeahh i bought a new one:) den come with me lorhhhh !~
jodenia : wahh! extremely surprised:D
nicole : ahh. a quiz. haha i'll do it now. am i good?xDD using me as ur mini icecream ehh?! jk:)
delcynia : ehhhhhhh. delcynia TT_TT
qingshu : i updated le larhhhhh. good right?:)
mabel : haha. C902. ehh cannot like that say! you are miss piggy xD~
sherlyn : ahh .. hi? :)
delcynia : my name very nice to call? :O haha. deldeldeldeldel!
clara : you tagged! miracle! :O
samantha : i updated le !! rao le wo bahhhhh ~~ :D
jodenia : and you better updateupdateupdate tooo !! D:<

2008-11-24T16:23:00.002+08:00

AHH.

Today is ..... 24NOVEMBER'08.
happy birthday
SIHAN AND MABEL ~

heh.
MABEL!
hope euu enjoyed yesterday yeahh?
and that cake of yours.
my dog and your donkey can be good friends liao larhh.
got children somemore le. *shhh*
:DD
just enjoy today okay?
happy birthday my love ♥

2008-11-16T10:36:00.003+08:00

I changed my phone yesterday:D

K.
I updated.
Happy people? (:

Qingshu: I UPDATED. im good:D
jodeniaツ: wahh ! surprise surprise.
SAMANTHA:D: yesyes. i updated:D where's the present ?!And euu jiayou for your netball too! ILY too <33
SHERLYN(: : heyheyheyheyxzxzzxzxzx !SHERLYNLXP !
MABEL:D : yeahh. when are euu gonna return to me huh huh huh ?!
delcynia:D : DEL! YO !?
ADALIA : haha thanks(:
jaRED : ahh ? bangala ?? O.O
Qingshu: haha. shocked!?

2008-11-13T13:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE !!
Though you most probably wont see this ,
but this post is for euu yeahh ?:D
Hope euu enjoy this special day of yourssss .
I LOVE UU BAOBEI ~ <3

2008-11-02T20:23:00.004+08:00

Ok .
So im back :DD
Anyone missed me ?
Actually , im already back on Friday .
But Im lazy to update .. so yeah . :D

-

H.K .. was .. kinda boring actually .
I just tagged along with mama to meet her friends .
And I didnt have much to talk with them .
So all i did was just sit there , rot and space out ?
Good thing there's the good food to save me :DD

-

My cousin was stunningly beautiful xDD
HAHA .
She changed to so many different dresses during the dinner .
Their wedding photos were nice by the way (:

-

On Halloween ,
I went to Disney to celebrate .
With Carmen and her papa .
Everything was changed according to the theme of Halloween .
It was awesome:DD

-

They didnt use Mickey , or Minnie or Donald as the usual ambassadors .
Characters like corpse bride , casper , and other ~~people~~ things were used .
I liked the Haunted House !
At first I was afraid to go in .
You can hear screams when lining up to go in X:
But after going in , 10+ people at one time , we all stuck together .
And the people at the front were spooked hard .
We were in the middle . Thank goodness~
But , even though the people knew that they were going to be spooked ,
They screamed anyway .
And I got frightened by the screamings -.-
I screamed anyway . Just for the fun of it :DD

-

Carmen was afraid of the "ghosts" .
She SCREAMED her head off when the guy wouldnt let her off .
In the end ,
She just kicked the guy and ran off ._.
HAHA !
I laughed like mad can ?

-

But anyway , other than that , nothing much le ?
I'll upload the pictures some other day .
Im lazy X;

2008-10-30T11:19:00.006+08:00

Im angry .
Im veri angry .
Im so angry that even puppy-eyed dinosaurs covered in feathers can stand aside -_-
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

-

Fine .
Cant bear to stay angry .
Damn dinosaur (:

2008-10-12T11:25:00.005+08:00

Gahhh .
Today tuition ,
Learnt Sec 3 maths; Indices if im not wrongX;
Kinda confusing .
I think im going to die in Sec 3 can ? .__________.
Anyway , Im rotting at home .

Can any kind soul jio me out ? Please ?D:

-

delcynia:D : HAHA . congratulations ! you win the honour of tagging again:D

2008-10-11T15:53:00.007+08:00

Ahh ..
The exams are over ?
X:
Kinda late huh ?

insignificanthurtsadangrylostconfusedsorryunwanteduselessnotofimportance
apieceotshitfuckingjunkwrongstabbeduglystupid.
fuckingjunkthatnobodywantsthatswhatiamjustthrowmeawayiknowyourregretting.

2008-09-25T18:35:00.009+08:00

vincent : ahaha gang ? wait long X: I also want :D LOL .
meliza♥ : heh . no problem^-^ and you MUST stay happy too yeahh ? <3byelove:)
Kyo♥ : nono is not WOW is Cool . ahaha .
bleahhhxp : you enjoy scolding ?!._______. haha.
delcynia(: : Now is SIX ! yay ! :D
SHERLYN(= : HELLO SHERLYN !! jiayou for EOYs :D
jodeniaツ : hohoho . Joooooooooo ! Add JOoil for EOYs . Muahahaha !

2008-09-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !
YU QING SHU :DD
I hope you like the cookies >_<

-

yuqingshu:
THANK YOU !
For putting up with me for so long .
SORRIE !
For my temper and your tears .
I feel so lucky and xin fu can ?
To have a boyfriend like you .
I promise you ,
I'll cherish you no matter what it takes .
And love you forever like I always do .
I wanna stay by your side forever ,
And bake and cook for you .
I noe you love me ,
Now and forever .
Me too ! :D
I always will .
Trust me ? X:

-

Yu Qing Shu ,
I swear I'll love you forever :D
My darling , My laogong , My dangdang ,
My Love♥

2008-08-31T12:35:00.005+08:00

Friday was a nice day :DD
-
Went out with my Laogong and Baobei .
At first , we wanted to go Kbox .
So , we headed to Baobei 's house and borrowed her clothes .
We were wondering if skuu clothes were allowed X:
At Lot 1 ,
We bought LongJohn and went to her house to eat .
Borrowed her clothes ,
Lalala ,
In the end , found out that Lot 1 doesn't have Kbox .
.______.
-
And so , we went off to JEC .
10000000000% there's a Kbox there >;D
but waaaaaaaaaah .
heaven wasnt on our side .
There wasn't any rooms left !
How lucky :\
Gahhhhh !
But nvm , there's always a back up plan :DD
We went to take neoprints .
That's something we havent done in a while .
-
Hais .
Kbox plan ruined DD;
But then again , there's another time yeahh ?
This wednesday xD

2008-08-30T14:26:00.003+08:00

who do you guys think uu are ?
some EXTREME GOOD people ?
please larhh .
you dont have de right to do that.
what do uu take us for ?
some toys use finish den just replace them ?
i know we're not good .
and we're a burden to uu .
but cant uu think of our feelings first ?
uu asked us __________
and we said _____
so wad happened ?
you just went ahead and replace us with some other people .
wad the fuck . i noe uu guys wanna win .
but show us some respect can anot ?
we're people with feelings too uu noe ?
we tried our best le.
its not our fault ok ?
we're not SOME TOYS UU USE AND THEN THROW AWAY OK .
fuck sia.

zzz.
i already did my best le can ?
why must uu still compare me to him ?
i noe im not as good as him .
but im ur daughter too uu noe .
cant uu think of my feelings ?
uu told me .
uu wanted to ____me .
so ?
why didnt you ?
why did uu even give birth to me ?
when uu dont even care about my existance .
in the past , all you guys cared about was de both of them ?
wad am i ?
some stranger ?
uu said so many many hurting things .
i didnt think much of it .
but cant uu just think of my feelings for once ?
whatever happens . de both of them will be ur priority .
i'm just someone you'll turn to when uu have no one .
when he's not here , only then did uu appear to care .
that i even existed .
but .
ur attention to me .
was all about her .
wad about me ?
i'm ur daughter too arent i ?
now that his back , de same things happen .
wadever i do , it'll always be wrong .
wadever he does , it'll always be right .
have uu ever wonder why i'll turn out to be like this ?
its cuz of both of uu .
sometimes .
i really wonder if uu ever regretted .

i've never felt so hurt in my life .
i wish i never existed .
my tears are never ending .
my heart hurts .
there's a huge wound .
its bleeding .
and im dying .

2008-07-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

today.

some dance group from new york i tink.

came to our skuu and performed.

wahh.

its nice lehh !

so lucky our skuu get selected.

haha.

now. i wanna learn dance even more le larhh >_<

tmr NE show 2.

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

mus wear that stuffy costume.

but nvm..cuz..

its gonna be sunday sooooooooooonnnnnn !!! YAY !:D

2008-07-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Ytd.

went to jurong point and watched GET SMART with baby.

wahh.

de movie.

is damn funny. laughed like mad throughout de movie.

haha.

though kinda long ago got le.

but sitll its a nice movie larhh?

haha.

and. today choir end at 5.15pm.

wahh.

miracle.

normally is like 6+ can?

every practice end so early jiu hao le ~

2008-07-07T20:01:00.002+08:00

bendann : yeahh uu better try harder horhh. haha

SHIHAO : haha thankeuu:Dwad maple uu play?O.O real one arhh?

MABEL:D : im trying to be evil and spoil ur eyes ! muahaha X:

SHERLYN : uu sound so agitated sia. haha. RELAX !

DELCYNIA (: : haha so now uu noe. HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO UU TOO !

jodeniaツ : HAPPY YOUTH DAY jodeniachanchanchan. lol

cheebye : yeah yeah wadever(:

. . .
. . .

and before i forget.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL ! :D

2008-07-07T00:18:00.003+08:00

oh and one funny thing.
mr low.
thought del, me and sherlyn.
were TRIPLETS.
haha.

mr low:who is that?
*points to del*

me: delcynia. lol

mr low:ohh.den that?
*points to sherlyn*

me: sherlyn ? ._____.

mr low: OH. den uu are?

me: kuanyee -________-

CONCLUSION:
mrlow is a funny guy. haha

2008-07-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

this is just to let uu noe.
im still ALIVE.
siannnnnnnnnn.
ndp quite fun sia:D
sat our first NE show.
nt too good.
but better than rehearsals?
and...
MAPLE CAN PLAY LE.
yay !
AND.
YUQINGSHU.
uu better save up to $60 quick i tell uu.
or i go buy first.
LOL!

2008-06-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

tell me honestly..
is it cuz of me?

2008-06-29T22:07:00.004+08:00

sometimes..
i wished uu noe wad i am thinking..
that day..
uu broke ur promise..
thats why i cried..
its the stupidest reason..
yet i cried anyway..
i cant control it..
they jus flow on its own..

2008-06-23T20:34:00.007+08:00

i realised..
that i have been unhappy.
since skuu started.
or perhaps.
even during holiday.
each time,
because of him.
i cry easily.
and..___________________
i hate it.
why?
i wanna change.
i really wanna change.
but..

2008-06-22T21:12:00.003+08:00

zz sian !
tmr skuu reopen le !
i dowan wake so early...
but.
i wan see friends and TALKTALKTALK !
haiz.
nvm skuu shall end at 1pm.
until den..
i shall CRAP !
lol.
mdm kitha hw left.
and chinese..
dun wanna do lehh..
especially that newspaper article.
so long nv hand le !!
and that book review of hers.
ai seh.

2008-06-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

two words: oh no.
guess wad?
our chi teacher= shixu/choonlin
no uu didnt see wrong.
ur eyes are PERFECTLY fine.
choonlin.
head of chinese department.
wahhhhhh lao.
please please dun let it be LCL.
nooooooooooooo!
mdm shixu rocks man.
MDM SHI XUUUUUUUU !! DD:

2008-06-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

triplet: haha.uhh.no?
delcynia: YO!!:DD thx for tagging. yarhh will update de larhh. this considered?X;
bendann: update means post. so. I UPDATED !!
ivan: i dun like wordy post lehh..see le eyes xin ku. LOL
jodeniaツ: HELLO !!update le update le. happy marhh?haha.
MABEL :D:huh? buy wad?? O.O
bendann: yarhh..but.i duno learn wad leh?lol.
ivan: EeEe.i dun like street jazz.. > <>
-sammie(: : SAMANTHAAAAAAAAAAAA !!! :DDDD
bendann: yarhh. and i like milo. LOL
...
...
...
and the highlight of the post ~
CLARA: CLARA ! GUESS WAD ?! WE LEARNT HIP HOP IN SEC 1 ! AHAHAHA.
and wad thurs uu talking about??

2008-06-13T20:28:00.003+08:00

auehfuaefh !!
i wanna learn hip hop X:
i wannn..
street !
shuffle maybe?
or breakdance?
AHH !
anw. gonna be damn busy luhh.
tue choir.
wed ndp.
thurs ndp?
sat ndp.
sun tuition.
noooo!
tmr ndp again.
shall be meeting baby for lunch again :DD
today.went to baby's house.
played maple. WAHAHA.
kinda addicted to it liao larhh.
oh no.

2008-06-09T18:38:00.005+08:00

Today went to bugis with

Melina, Maria, Winnie, Ascort, Damian and Marquez

I met first with Melina and Winnie

and we went for lunch at KFC.

Den we went over to Mind's Cafe.

Wahh.

there alot of board games.

had ALOT ALOT fun there.

and met 3 new friends.haha

haiz.

barely touched homework.

mus finish by this week.

AHH!

lol.

gonna start rotting and stoning liao.

wish me luck .______.

p.s is there any kind soul who will jio me out? T_______T

2008-06-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

haiz. baby laogong de didi SICK !
wahh !
hope he recover soon lorhh..
T______________T
siann..
SHOO UU stuppppiddddddd virus
go away.
find another victim
oops.
nono should be.
just disappear from this world.
DDD:
QING WA ARHH !
praying uu recover soon > <

2008-06-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

tag replies :

vincent: updated le horhh.
guai right? :DD

kt: haha okok i noe uu guai okay?
uu crapper.lol

MABEL:D : haha. ask ur mama or papa
or duno hu buy for uu luhh.
or better still.
buy on ur own! HAHA.

bendann: i am not qian jin xiao jie
okay?haha.

triplet:uhh..IMM. FOX is branded
de arhh?idk lehh.

2008-06-02T14:40:00.007+08:00

wahh.
de band concert.
is super nice !
haha.
especially de drums.
woo.
my $10 din die in vain.
i went to bugis for dinner.
den head to NAFA.
hmm..got some pics..
but not really in order.

erm.. restricted ! HAHA. :X
ppl shy marhh. cannot arh? :D
choir graduation.

and OHHHH!! OH OH !
today went on shopping spree with mummy.
considering it is a miracle.
since i haven bought clothes for like..
13yrs.im serious.
NOT A SINGLE ONE.
spent alot alot.
really.uu dun wanna noe de price > <

i like this de most larhh !! damn nice ! xDD

this nt bad too ~~

AND. on sat or sun i cant remember.

Kor had a bet with me.

he lost.

and i made this wafer supreme for him ~~

HOMEMADE. uu wan get this anywhre else.

:DD

My cousin came to singapore to work.

Den he stay at my house.

And i went with him to science center.

haha.

so basically.

i every single corner of it liao. LOL.

this was so damn cute!

couldnt resist taking pic of it.

HAHA.

2008-05-25T22:23:00.003+08:00

haha. due to countless request for me to update.
here i am ! haha. im so good right? :DD heh.
i went to lbrary to borrow some books.
and guess wad i found. A foolscap inside with maths equation.
and the title of the thing is.......................BBSS SA2 PAPER 1 and 2. s
o cool right ?! haha. so qiao larhh. l
iddat oso can find.
means de one hu borrowed de book before me was a BBSSIAN.
hoho.
sian sia. now falling in love with de japanese version of meteor garden.
got many many animes to catch up DD:
gotta jiayou man.
today went to library with darling.
haha.
den went home. SIAN.
i dowan go skuu tmr T__________________T
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2008-05-07T15:47:00.001+08:00

yeah yeah ! exams is finally over !
wait for this days very very long le ! >_<
time to catch up on my animes ~
heh and i shall spam games every day.
be prepared to see me online every single day ! :DD
oh mans. looking forward to de class chalet ~

2008-05-07T15:03:00.001+08:00